Dear dad ,
Today has completed 6 years for your death, and to be honest I still feel the same feelings I had when you’re first gone. The memories of you, are stocked in my mind and every time I think of you I shed into tears. In this six years I missed you insanly, I’ve understand so many things that were not clear for me, I’ve understand that in this life there are always things we do not know their value until they are gone, we barely notice the blessings Allah has given us. Alhamdolilah, I believe you are in a better place with the one who loves you even more and more than us. I know, back then it was time for you to rest and move into your eternal life, I understand it was your destiny, but it was just all of sudden, i wasn’t ready to lose you, I didn’t manage to even tell you how much i love you and a lot of things I wanted to tell you before you’re gone.
I couldn’d forget the feeling i had that day when your hand freeze in mine, when you were already died but still looking for the slightest hope that you’ll open your eyes, i couldn’t even forget the man who told me that you’re gone. It was the hardest moment even in my whole life, i was all alone, i felt like my whole world has fallen apart, i couldn’t step ouside the hospital and tell my mom that you are gone. I was so sad and worried about her.
Well, I’m adapting to this , the pain I have in my heart, I know Allah will heal it with time, you will always be here with me and I’ll always keep you in my prayers, I promise never to forget you in my prayers, as they are the only things that remains for me to keep In touch with you . I hope I can meet you in Jannah . You know just the thought of it make me so happy , the idea of seeing you again is something great , I can’t imagine how beautiful will it be gathering with you again
Just so that you know, a lot of things has changed in the past six years, i got married. I believe if you have met my husband you will like him a lot, he is really a nice man, he is taking good care of me and he loves me. I guess the best part for you would be that i’m a mother now, i have a daughter, i had her last year, she’s one year old now, she’s so lovely and beautiful. she will know you through the stories i’ll tell her about you, i’ll tell her about all the great things you did for me. I always think how great will you be as a grandfather for her if you are still with us, i know you’ll love her so much and care for her, i would imagine you holding her and playing with her just like you did with your other grandchildren. May you rest in peace and may Allah grant your beautiful soul with the highest place in Jannah.