As beautiful as it is, becoming a mother for the first time is such a life changing phase. A phase in which you’ve got to be the strongest version of yourself. Being a mother for the first time is a combination of a lot of feeling, duties and caring for that tiny human being you have. To be honest, it is the greatest experience of all time. That is not to say, that there are no hardships, of course there are a lot; but believe me, they are nothing compared to the happiness you feel when you see your baby smiling and happy.
When you become a mom for the first time, you come to realise that there exist a much profound form of love, a love you never imagined nor experienced. Having that baby with you, you also realise that you can do whatever it takes to love, raise and really be present in each and every moment of his life.
The day I delivered my baby girl was one the most beautiful day of my life. The time I hold her in my arms, the time I looked at her and kissed her; everything was just like a miracle. I felt really so blessed and happy. There was really nothing compared to that feeling I had. Especially, the fear I had during my pregnancy was all gone.
It’s three months now that our beautiful girl comes to this world. I feel like I’m having the most precious thing in my life. Every day with her seems to be a good, beautiful and meaningful one. She really brings too much joy and happiness into my life. I’m feeling so grateful and happy. I can’t thank Allah enough for this beautiful gift he gave me. I still remember how scared I was when I first knew I was pregnant, I thought I wasn’t ready for such a huge responsibility, Especially when you are in a society that knows nothing but making a pregnant feel all kinds of fear. They have this tendency of making you feel like you are going into the worst experiences of your life, whereas it is not. I really hated it. Because nobody told me how beautiful it is to be with your baby, the warmth you feel holding him between your arms, the happiness you witness everytime he smiles back to you and a lot of other incredible things.